This whole week has been nothing but a mess. I've been too busy with Student Council and you.
Everyone keeps telling me to let go. Well, some managed to convince me to hold on.
I know we're from different worlds. I know you will never agree to my lifestyle. But that's me. Those dramas, they are a part of me. You and I both know that.
Stop trying to push me away. Stop saying those hurtful words. Stop drawing the line between us. Because I will always cross it.
Give us a chance. I'll promise you that it won't be that bad.
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Anyway, Sports day is next saturday. And I'm the captain of Air (Yellow) with Frank (Be Jealous Monica! heh!) Oh and when we were introducing ourselves, the slide for Frank and I was:
Captains of Air: Natasha & Frank Tarimo
Get it???
Mr. Woodcock was making a big deal about it! and he kept on teasing me -.- I know his surname is weird, I thought it was too! Thank god Im not in Economics, I would prolly die of embarrassment ! HAH
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Oh and there's this annoying bitch in school. I honestly think she reminds me of this fucker in SMSS. And yep, it's been 2 years and I still fucking hate her. I need to grow up and forgive people..yeahhhhhhhh NO -.-
When you were little, making the wrong choices seems to be rather acceptable? You play in the park and get into fights with other kids and won't really get into much shit after that. You could steal something from the store and not get locked up in jail. you could cuss at someone and then be forgiven cause you're still too young to understand the meaning of 'fuck' perhaps?
An then you grow up. You began to mature. You began to fall in love and out of it. You began to realize that in every action, comes consequences.
But you still do it anyway.
Because in your heart, you're just that little kid from the past That little kid who thinks he can get away with it.
But no you're not, we're not. and it will never be. The past is past and sometimes you gotta bid farewell to that kid you once were.
So goodbye Little Natasha, this time you have to face it alone. Face it and don't ever think about running away. Let this be the first thing to teach the way of life.
I wish you would notice me more. Notice me like how you would notice her I really do.
I wish you could look into my eyes and see the sadness in it. My heart aches every time I see you looking at her With those smiles .. those smiles which you never gave me. Why?
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BAND today. Im officially their manager, well sorta. I was helping the drummer out. Oh the irony!
Natasha Nurtiara is officially in the Student Council. *throws confetti*
I wanted to win, yes. But I didn't expect to win though. Maybe because I was a new kid who knows 1/5 of the student body :l HAHA but I did so yay! Maybe I should try for Vice-president next year :D HAHA!
So anyway, halloween is next month and I have to start planning with Fred Ko regarding it. I want it to be the most awesome party EVER! HAHA
